Whew, here I sit in the car writing this on my phone in the blogger app which is really quite limited as to formatting options and could use alot of developing (ahem, ahem blogger) SO SADLY NO GRAPHICS OR ANYTHING TODAY :(
IT'S BEEN PRACTICALLY FOREVER Y'ALL
I can't say how much I miss the blogosphere but also how guilty I've felt to be gone for so long. Today's post is going to explain myself a little bit because I don't think there's anyway I can totally understand myself why I've been gone for so long.
1. I think most of you know about my tech issues. I have terrible wifi out where I live and my computer kept experiencing issues. That's the main reason I stopped logging onto blogger and all my other blogger related social media.
2. Alot of big things have happened this summer for me and I needed to be present to experience them. I didn't know how to face my changing life while acting like nothing was really different. It was hard to explain with y'all what exactly was going on in my life and that distanced me a lot. The online world can be a real struggle because you don't always know how to stay authentic and be as true to yourself and your circumstances as possible. Sorry if all this sounds senseless. 😅
3. ID SPEND NIGHTS UP IN BED SAD BECAUSE I FELT LIKE A PART OF MY LIFE WAS MISSING. my life really has been changed by all of you and I miss the talks and reading posts and writing and books. Speaking of writing...
4. After April nano? I believe? It really feels like forever. I did not write or barely so. Too much was going on. I started my first job, had to catch up on academic stuff and got a lot of new friends. I kind of forgot about writing sadly, my computer was almost unusable which was a huge part of why but it made me realize how much the blogosphere has pushed me forward in writing and motivated my creative juices in a way that everyday life just doesn't seem to do for me.
ANYWAYS. I will try to be around more often now that I have a phone. I can individually text much better so if you're interested in talking or even sending snail mail shoot me an email and I'll see what I can do!
Much Love,
Anna C. S.
